over the time

It all started on a beautiful day. That first day. Dumbstruck aliens everyone seemed. Where to look?? where not to look?? You catch some stares back at you.. Yes the first day at college.

every1 wondered if taking up this line was correct. All around look complete morons/snobs/attitude freaks/ugly/jerks/wierdos etc. And by the time you start remembering your good old friends you see people have already mingled. You feel oh God so lost in the race.

Then after some sessions in the lab and sidey annoying lectures, you find them.. those soul mates. They seem divine and you feel like spending every silly stuff with them. They understand your wierdness and your dumb lingos.. and vice versa.. Now the materialistic world seems peaceful and you realise there are some other screwed up cases in life along with you. Each influenced the other in its own way. Funny every1 is. Loved each bit of it.

I found 5 of them. Crazy. Coolest first years. The others would deny.. but neah we are too comfortable with the tag. One says,"The seniors love us! haha" ... others agree. Hogging,shopping,movies and yeah sharing the notes.. actually "dhaaping" the notes, all was done with. Reliable on each other, even to go to the loo.

But as all good things come to an end, there starts a wierd patch. Stuff amongst themselves. Wierd competition. Disagreeing. All find their own place. "Listen to me!!!" becomes the logo. Tagged as independent. To be on that carefree side you push the other in such a way that you dont get insulted. Praises become a craving. All you care for is the betterment of your self. So what happened to that "us" who decided to make friendship for life.. "Our kids will never have as much fun as we did!!" ... yea ofcourse..

What do you do when your soul mates dont connect to your souls??? Find new ones?? Or just put them as a passing phase of life.. shit happens.. and i move on..! A little hurt this time.

p.s. If you dont understand or relate a thing to the blog.. its not your fault. And I am happy for you.
:)